death wish

DEATH WISH

I feel like writing a million words,

so distressing to me,

I feel like dying a million times,

just to torture me.

No courage, no strength, no hope no faith.

Its amazing! Ive realized I've nothing great.

I'll waste the tears that I cry now,

What good they'll be?

And I'm sure they must be poison,

for they come out of me.

I shouldnt be using the fresh air around,

it could help someone dying,

And I should be on that death bed,

for I have no purpose solving.

I cant even die, as they expect from me,

Why am I such a disgrace?

I think I'll extinct just hoping for,

time to show its grace.

I fancy looking back what once was,

A glorious man of honour.

I've lost the glory and faith in myself,

and surrendered to dishonour.

I think of myself trying to succeed,

and the vision soon fades.

My mind has started to realise the fact,

the harsh truth and its shades.

I wish to lord, One wish I ask,

Please hear what I say,

Scroll back to the morn when I was born,

and erase that day...